the lyrics of my life....

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

A Keeper Of Love

Someone said that to stay in love requires us to fall in love with the same person again and again only much deeper each time. Is it true? Well, it depends on us and yet the beauty of it cannot be denied because that is what makes love so unique and wonderful. How many people on this earth that is not beguiled yet confused when it comes to love? And when do people have any solutions or cure for love? I think there is none and I am grateful because the nature of love is best to be left just like the way it is. The complexity of love yet very simple, full of passion yet so pure and innocent makes us talk about it all day long and makes the world fun and wonderful.

Love makes us stay young and healthy and we should keep all the love we have in our hearts. That is the best medicine for a broken and hopeless heart. I was reminded that love is so fragile and I have to protect it from anything, just anything that can destroy it. Love makes us laugh, makes us sing and dance and love nurture us to love others back. Is it easy to love other people? From what I have been through I found loving someone who hurt you is like inviting trouble and making them see how easy you are. Personally, for me it’s tough and really hard but when we makes mistake and hope that love will come back to you then we know and learn to be grateful for whatever love throws on our way.

Never say no when we found love, to such great love especially this season of hope and love on this Christmas Season … yes, especially this season where we celebrating the birth of Jesus, the one person who possessed this rare love, that one love that we keep on searching… Why is it a big issue? I wonder why … yet when we personally feel it; it becomes a song in your heart, a dance in your mind and a voice in your head. It becomes You, it is you only a new one, a new heart and a new beginning.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

The Joy of Fulfilled Life...

...that the great advantage of having nothing is that everything becomes a gain. Losing everything is at the same time the scariest, as well as the most liberating experience you can have. When you have something, - anything, you've got to protect it from disappearing. And so worry becomes a resident in your heart. When you've got nothing, your heart overflows with gratitude for every offering you receive.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

To Be Alive Means To Not Know

You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know.

Its nice to know what will happen in the future right? for me, God give a sense of curiosity to human and desire to know something as a gift because if we don't have that sense i think this world will become so boring that we all will turn lazy and without purpose. I admit that I struggle very hard with this desire to know about my future but one thing that holds me down is my salvation in HIM.

Only that can calm down my heart to dig every thing about my future and God always have a valid reason why we shouldn't learn all in one time. We need to depend on HIM more closely and by letting us in suspend on that one aspect will keep us close to HIM. It is not because HE cannot grant us that one simple wish, HE can actually make us see but nothing good will come out of it and the worst part is we will grow distant from HIM and make us so fragile to the devils attack.

Being positive and optimistic is so much fun than always moody and pessimistic because a warm heart will attract a lot of nice friends and make life more meaningful. No downfall if we keep thinking big, bright and cheerful my friend because this will certainly help us in the future. Who knows, right?  :) 

So, lets us be ready for an advise and be careful because opportunity is always present around those who have faith, hope and love.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

My Butterfly Song

Nothing beats a great love story, dont you agree with me? Such as  movies like Twilight, the Legendary Titanic and most recently my newest crazy drama titled "My Bratty Princess". Though this movies and drama is not new anymore but its stay evergreen for me. Especially the drama series, it teaches me that I will not lose anything if i choose to be optimistic and joyful in every situation and in fact it will help me to get through the most low point of my life. 

The humility and moral values the drama carries touches my heart and make me realize that life is enjoyable if I learn to dance with it step by step. Though I may fall sometimes but I know, God will catch me and HE is always there to protect me. To tell you the truth, this epic drama story is very powerful in delivering the message of friendship, unselfishness and the downfall of lusting over power and money. 

Nothing good comes from evil intention and all it will do is to ruin whatever we have in life be it friends, families and career. Now I'm thinking, maybe that character is too good to be true but when i think about it , now I know what it means by " be pure as a dove yet cunning as a snake" phrase. This girl life showed that even though she is from a wealthy family but that never stopped her from giving help to the poor and even disguise herself as a man to make more money. And the best of all is, she never let herself to be bullied on and very smart in discerning people's intention.

She is very cheerful and always have creative ideas to help those poor villagers. What I mean by this is, she is a hard workers, unselfish and a good example of phrase 'never judge a book by its cover' (my previous blog). She make friends everywhere and people treat her as their hero yet she never boast about it and she continues to provide. This is what I call making the best out of life and at the same time, loving the life itself. 

Its hard to love what life got to offer but this drama reminds me again that nothing is impossible ! When God closed one door, another door will open. And also the romance it potrayed in this drama .... maybe for those who loved modern lifestyle will hate me if I say i love this old-fashioned romance because it showed the true side of real gentleman. There is not much of real gentleman out there but  this is just my point of view. Please guys dont get angry (sorry  ;-)  )

Anyway, my point of view is not so important for you because the most important is the way you see yourself and It will make or destroy your future so dont care much about my idea instead i encourage you to fly and be free. For me, I have found my song, my butterfly song. 

Have a nice day all   :-D

A Change Of Heart

What would make someone changed his heart? for me, it would take a miracle to completely changed the way my heart is but when its happen, its just .. happen. Have you ever experience it? i mean,the way you see the world is not the same anymore and you know that there is much more bigger than yourself out there. Life suddenly become so alive and you feel like you have a purpose and you want to do more. Have you ever feel it?

But what will it takes to feel it that way? what will you do? I feel like i have so many questions than answers, maybe 90% questions and 10% answers but even that percentage is still wavering... sometimes i feel like i have zero answers and tons of questions. Someone told me that life is mysterious and that I have to take it in whatever way they came and i have to embrace it and make it a part of my life but words without action is meaningless right?

I believe that out of love, God will send me so much blessings even if its not the way i wanted. Sometimes, a person have to be in pain before this changed came because only in this way a changes will occured. I know that with human nature, our greatest weakness is ego and that will hinder us to see the complete picture. Sometimes a hero is born through tragedy but the process i tell you, is very painful and I know because i've been there.

Whatever it is, i have faith that we all will get through our deepest sorrow and know that you are not alone.