If one day.....

      I just met with my parents and I'm so happy to see that they look fine and healthy. I suddenly realize that this is the longest month I've been away from my parents, hahaha... I used to go back my hometown every two times a week because I love my homwtown besides its very relaxing and peaceful there but nowadays I've been busy with activities here in church with dancing ministries and practice for consert FOP4 this upcoming May,2010.

     I feel some kind of commitment for the activities I've involved in the church here so I felt a kind of guilty if I left everything and went back to Ranau. But at the same time, I also wanted to see my parents, all my best cousin,and my friends. We have a tight bond to each other and we feel so much of their pain if one of them in a difficult situations. It's a long history and like an old couple, we all fell in a one synch - together forever. hehehh....

     I just can't simply let go of my responsibility and pursue my own satisfaction, it's not right ....

Right now, I have a purpose, God give me this purpose, to learn and assimilate EVERTHING that I need to learn. For example, dancing basic,vocal training and prayer meeting...